WISH WISH WISH !
Conteng Sini !
Sejarah Lalu !
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THE BRAKEUP !
my love ,
it is with the fondest regards that i am writing this letter . when i think of you , my heart skips a beat and my knees grow weak . i need you . i want you . i crave and long for you .
we've shared moments of sheer bliss when i've given myself to you . in the kitchen . on the couch . in my bedroom .
but my family and friends are starting to grow concerned . you've changed me . i do not like the person i see in the mirror . i've stopped going to beach because i want you with me at all times and you can't stand the heat . i no longer enjoy shopping with my girlfriends because i can see you on every inch of my body and so can they . i cannot hide my love affair with you anymore because it is written all over my face . and my arms . and my thighs . and my abdomen .
being with you has been great . the satisfaction i get from one night with you is unlike any other . although , the regret and disappointment i now experience in the morning is increasing .
you've tried to tell me you're good for me in moderation but it never stays that way . one day turns into three . so much for moderation . you say i can see others , but no matter how hard i try , i compare everything to you .
i am writing this letter to you because i know that i am not strong enough to see you again . you are toxic and bad for me . i need a clean break . i cannot see you anymore no matter how hard you try to win me back . i know you are everywhere but i will be strong .your alluring smell can no longer entice me . your ability to know exectly what i want when i want it can no longer win me over . this is not going to be easy and i know i am going to miss you more than anything i've ever given up before . but i will be better for it in the end .
so , i am writing to you with passion , bagging you to stay out of my life . we've had fun together but it's time i get over you . goodbye my love . GOODBYE , CHOCOLATE !
~ Christina Marie Harris
~ Chicken Soup for the Soul: Shaping the New You